I am feeling a little bit better.I am happy thanksgiving is over.I can return to a little bit of calmness until the next get together.I have decided that it is small minded people who make senseless jokes about something they don't understand.If the shoe was on the other foot even for an hour I don't think the people who say those kinds of things would ever say them again.There isn't anything I can do to change the illness I have.I can accept it which I have but nobody ever said we had to like it.I know I sure don't.I hate the cruel jokes I hear.I just want to slap the person who says them but that wouldn't solve anything either really.I just hope things go better on christmas.