Well,thanksgiving is coming up soon.I hate the holidays.My dad passed away last year and it just seems like something is missing with out him.I guess it is.My sister and I don't get along very well either.Lately though I think she's trying but with her you never know.I am trying to stay positive but every year she starts something with me.If things get too bad for me I'll just excuse myself and leave.I just hate the thought of anything happening that is a trigger for me.