joybells

I feel like hell this morning.I woke up with a headache.I've done that for the last 2 mornings.Mornings are very hard for me.I'm never completely awake until about noon.I am a very slow starter.I...

I feel pretty good today.I went out and got a couple gift cards with the money I got for christmas and then came home and when shppoing online.I know that sounds funny but I can't handle the crowds...

Well,tomorrow I will be going to my sister's .We will be having Christmas at her house.Ever since Dad passed away it hasn't been the same.He has been gone a year and I really miss having Christmas at...

With all the craziness going on in my life right now,I refuse to let it spoil the holidays for me and my daughter.I am not going to let the bad stuff that is going on ruin her holiday.I am going to...

I am making plans to leave my husband.I am going to try to get through the holidays and then I am going to begin making plans to leave.I have already started making phone calls and doing some...

My daughter has her appointment wtih children's hospital january 23.I talked to them earlier today.The wait continues for us.I am trying not to worry and think positively.It's hard though and the not...

I am so angry.I had to go downstairs this morning after just getting up and clean up a bunch of dirty dishes both from last night and this morning.None of my family knows how to open the dishwasher...

I had a doctor's appointment at the hospital this morning and was in there for an hour.I hate to wait and his waiting room is so tiny that it's like being in a closet.I got out of there and went down...

How do I deal with a husband that I think very strongly has a porn addiction?My husband spends way too much time online looking at hardcore porn.His computer screensaver is a woman in a pornographic...

I got some news about my daughter from her doctor today.The wait continues to find out what exactly is going on with her because she has to see a specialist up at children's hospital.My daughter's...

Yesterday I got some pictures of my son.They are his senior pictures.He will be grauating this year from high school.It doesn't seem possible.He is a very handsome young man.I am very proud of him.I...

I am having such a bad day.I am still having trouble with my insurance.I applied for coverage with a new company but didn't tell them I'm bipolar.I hope that doesn't come back to bite me in the butt...

So many things are going on in my head.I have so many thoughts and feelings happening in my head all at one time.My husband seems to be an uncaring beast.My daughter may be facing an illness that...

Sometimes I really do think I maried the wrong man.My husband can be so insensitive sometimes or stupid.I'm not sure which.He called me earlier today from work to ask me if I wanted to go out and...

I am so glad this day is over.I have had 1 of those days where everything seems to go wrong.You know the kinds of days I mean.They are the days when little things happen that really piss you off.All...