Ihonestlydontknow

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• Cutting
  

  Relapse

  Posted by: Ihonestlydontknow

  Last Reply: ashanty 02/20/2023

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  I haven't cut since September 28, 2020 but as of December 13, 2020 I did. I thought I was making progress and I was proud of myself for going that long. But lately the urge to do it has been very strong and wouldn't go away. I don't have anyone to talk to about it which my be a factor to as to why I did it. When i feel this way I have nobody to go to which makes things tough, I can't talk it out with anybody. I feel the urge to cut everyday, how do I make that go away? I just want to be normal...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/09/2019

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with Mamarunner5.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/14/2019

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with topy203.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/20/2019

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with Alone4good.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/01/2019

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with Sweettea707.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/27/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with momonthego2019.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/27/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with momonthego2019.

• Bereavement - Teens
  

  The person who raised me

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  Last Reply: catsanddogs123 10/09/2021

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  So this recent Saturday 12/8/18 was the one year anniversary for the day my great aunt passed away. She raised me while I was growing up. Did whatever she could to help me and was always there for me. I wish she was here still. I hadn't talked to her for about 7 months before she passed. I had went to go go visit my mom and then I had gotten a call from my grandma saying she had throat cancer. She then went on to get treatment and after 2 months she came home but then they found out she had...

• Depression - Teen
  

  I feel done

  Posted by: Ihonestlydontknow

  Last Reply: momonthego2019 11/26/2018

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  I just feel like I have no energy to do anything. I feel like I'm just a shell of a person. Everyone at school says I'm the happy girl who always smiles. They don't get that it's all an act that I don't know how to stop. I've tried talking to people about it but they just don't get it. At my school I have to have a weekly meetings with the counselor because they know I've been on suicide watch multiple times. The meetings honestly aren't helping because I can't say the things that need to be...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/24/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow joined the group Loneliness.

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  Hug

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  Posted: 11/24/2018

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• Insecurities physical or mental
  

  Body and personality

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  Posted: 11/22/2018

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  So I'm very insecure about how I look. I know I'm not skinny or anything. Just scrolling through Instagram puts images of how I should look. I've tried to lose weight but I have a very low metabolism. I've had a perfect diet and would exercise but I never lost weight. Just looking at the way my friends look make me feel left out. They have perfect bodies with just enough of everything. But me? I have no butt, tons of acne, a non flat stomach, and bigger boobs then people my age. Doctors even...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/22/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow joined the group Insecurities physical or mental.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/25/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with fuller_05.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/01/2018

  Ihonestlydontknow became friends with briana.ruth.