RubyRose81
Status: Life moves on even if you are not ready to move with it. I'm almost never ready...
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It's almost 10yrs since my last entry. On my own I have spoken up about what bothers me, what I won't allow, and I very firm about my stance on things. My morals are always what I live by. Bought a...
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Feeling good. I've had 4-5 appointments with my therapist. To vent. About my life. My Mom, Step-Dad, Stephanie, & the list of my dear Iggie. I go to my final appointment Tuesday before being...
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This is a rant in or to vent. It might not be well thought out and a bit scatter brained but, I need to do this to feel better and calm. Without dwelling on the issue as much as I would if I didn't...
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My Mom called me about 15min. ago. Always a one sided conversation. So, depressing to talk to her. She doesn't hear a thing that I say. She's pretty much talking just to talk. I'm trying to tell her...
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It's been a while since I have made an entry. Life is going well. Happy children. Happy husband. To me that's what make me happy. I had some panic for a split second... My Stepfather's wife passed in...
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I've sat here remembering the past... Reliving the past in my head. Upsetting... I've ran through my head my life from 3-21.... What I did wrong, why didn't I tell my Mom sooner. What could I have...
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My stepfather now has a Facebook profile.... Not that I'm going and checking the search engine for him.... But, I saw it on my brother's friend's list. Lovely!!!! I shouldn't have clicked on his...
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I wonder sometimes if this was what God had intended for me in life... why was I meant to experience abuse for 2 years+ from my stepfather at age 6-10?why did my Mom take my stepfather back 6 months...
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I finally decided to end my friendship with my childhood best friend/cousin.... 24 years.... she had gone through almost mirrored events in her life like I had gone through when I was young.... she...
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I was to be ready this past Tuesday to go out for a early Mother's Day lunch with my Mom.... I was cleaning the house so, that when I would get back I could relax and really enjoy my day. I had my...
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I rarely ever say no or I'm not able to... or you may have to find someone else.... My BFF I've noticed has me watching her little girl more often that usual but, I notice she's online playing...
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I feel this overwhelming feeling of depression... that nothing is going right today. That i feel so blank and sad at the moment. I just want to sleep. I hate these moments of nothing......3 hrs and...
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My Mom never responded to by text about watching my boys for 2hr... 3hrs at the most (which it usually if she ever did was closer to 90min... to 2 hrs. she has only watched my older one 4 times in 4...
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Only had Sunday off with the hubby. He had to work Saturday and Monday... I can't wait for this weekend it's his 3 day weekend... between last week and this we've only had a day or two off together...
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Well, It's Valentine's Day & I know I should feel all peppy.... but, not today. Been up since 2am cause my 4 year old started to cry over his new TV in his room.... he was out cold and woke up crying...
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