It's been a while...

It's been a while since I have made an entry. Life is going well. Happy children. Happy husband. To me that's what make me happy. I had some panic for a split second... My Stepfather's wife passed in September.... Which means he'll now start bothering my Mom. He's already called to ask for money & even my old room to rent. Thank God my Mom said no! That means he's looking to come back to California & he'll be leaving Arizona. I wasn't enjoying that info. Not one bit. The what if's.... What if I bump into him? What if he shows up at Mom's when I'm there visiting with my sons. Idk if I could take that. It's been 6yrs since I saw his horrible face. At a restaurant sitting with his boss eating lunch. Turned my stomach. I hid my son's face so he couldn't see him. (5-6months old at the time). But, as I sit her jotting down my thought.... I'm going to say that I don't care.... I'll walk past him like he's a stranger in passing. Even if he says something. I'll keep going. Maybe that would be good for me? Maybe not. But, I'm going to be positive. I don't think I will see hI'm. Hopefully. I wish his life continues to go down the drain.