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- Sit comfortably in a safe quiet place. Draw your attention to your breath. Feel your breath move around inside your body. Eventually start to think or say to yourself: (1 minute only!)(Breathing in) "I breathe in calmness"(Breathing out) "I...
- My mother knows my sexual abuse story. I told her 20 yrs after the sexual abuse by my uncle. She has never been supportive towards while I work through the problems I inherited from that experience.Just the other day my mother spoke to my gay uncle...
- My grandmother is turning 90 next week. A year ago she moved from a senior home back to her house that she left to her youngest son. The senior home was not desirable and it sounds like her youngest son is taking good care of her. It's also the same...
- God I can't believe I'm seeing people butchering people! It's hurting my soul. God please help us.I know we (our group) are hurting from our sexual abuse. But think for a moment the innocent lives being taken away. I don't have to think about my own...
- My uncle molested when I was 6 years old. He had sex with me every night for almost two years. Mostly he made me perform oral sex on him. I am now in my 30s and that is all I think about. I want to perform oral sex with guys that resemble my uncle...
- i am reading a book on mindfulness and mind insight. they both tie into each other. it is making a difference in my life. it also ties into me being involved in yoga. which ties into my religion. yoga is suppose to not have anything to do with...
- I'm building a bank on accounts of confidence. Accounts are credited when an action moves you toward a goal or priority. You deposit "confidence coins" in your account. Deposit everytime you demonstrate a confident attitude. Imagine how you will...
- i want to love but i fear sex. i fear sex because of the trauma from the sexual child abuse. and now into my adulthood i fell out of practice with having a sexual relationship with women. i am attracted to women. i'm like a school-boy when i see...
- these past couple of days have been a struggle emotionally. i feel abanden and confused. i'm angry and sad. i feel alone. i have been thinking about a list i could write about all the abuses that has been inflicted on me since i was a child. ...
- these past couple of days have been a struggle emotionally. i feel abanden and confused. i'm angry and sad. i feel alone. i have been thinking about a list i could write up about all the abuses that has been inflicted on me since i was a child. ...
- "we build high walls to screen ourselfs from painful facts b/c we have never learned whether or how we can live this knowledge (the trauma of childhood sexual abuse). "and why should we? some people might say. "what's done is done. why should we...
- I just wanted to say that.
- i'm taking a certification yoga course. i'm not sure what i want to do with it. i may find a place where i can volunteer and help children and adults who suffer from childhood trauma. i learned that the stress from childhood trauma settles in the...
- I was just thinking about how this entire horrific experience rooted from the child molestation has stunted (prevent the growth of; to stunt a child) my growth. As I heal, I mature, I become wiser, stronger, confident, and I am able to feel safe in...
- i have been reading the Bible a lot lately: before i go to sleep and when i awake. as much as i do read the plan was to get to the Bible. i have this other book that discussed the power of praying. i have been making progress since i've been in...