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- with winter approaching quickly here in the northeast I decided to move my basil plant inside. I figure let me see how it goes and worst case I still have time to put it back outside before it gets cold. So far so good.. I also bought a cactus from...
- I often say to myself I don’t want to win I just want to break even. You know something it’s the depression talking. Like I would be happier if I just felt nothing. Feeling like crap all the time plays with your mind. You wish that instead of...
- There have been many times these past few months that I felt like giving up. More times than anyone should have those thoughts. I keep going. Maybe I’m to stubborn or to stupid to change anything, but I keep going. I put that happy face on and go...
- Insomnia strikes again! Just laying here watching Netflix. Currently I’m watching Bojack Horseman. I actually googled “tv shows to help depression” this was one of them. It was something like 35 shows to watch to help depression. Anyone have a...
- theres so many people here that get sanity through gardening “no pun intended” that I decided to grow a basil plant. So far so good. Got some leafs sprouting, looking forward to making some sauce soon. Maybe some English muffin pizzas. It’s...
- I think I might just give up. There’s nothing that makes me happy anymore. Just an hour ago I was fine m, watching a movie. Trying to give some people on here some advice and support and now I feel miserable. I’m not going to do anything but...
- I had some weird dreams last night. They all seemed to involve car accidents or wrecked cars. The most vivid one was me driving my car and going around a turn and the car flipping over. I got out and was sitting on the curb looking at how mangled...
- This past week I’ve read a lot of posts from people who are thinking about giving up. I know how you all feel. I wonder about it myself. The thing is you never know when things might turn around. It might be another year or more, it might turn...
- recently found out a childhood friend passed away. His name was David. He grew up around the corner from me. He used to play with my cousin and me. He had a very unfortunate thing happen to him at the hands of his father and was hurt badly. 3rd...
- I hate knowing what I have to do to relieve most of my stress. I just can’t bring myself to do it. I keep thinking everything will turn around on it’s own and it’s not. I know it won’t yet I still hope it would. It won’t so I just have to...
- Talk about not being able to catch a break. Just went to get new glasses and found out I have glaucoma. I just wanted new glasses not another ailment. So we’ll add glaucoma to the list. Ulcers, high blood pressure, high blood sugar, several...
- So I woke up around noon. Went and got a coffee. They messed it up but I didn’t mind since I woke up with a positive attitude for change. I went and got a new phone, went and got a bbq chicken sandwich really enjoyed it and some roasted potatoes...
- I seem to get extra anxiety around the weekend. I don’t know why. That’s not true I know why. I have a hard time relaxing. I think that if I enjoy myself then bad things are gonna happen. Like I’m cursed or something. Also the free time allows...
- does anyone know how to keep raccoons away. I read about cayenne pepper spray and ammonia spray. Do these really work or is there something else I should try
- I know I’m lazy, but I know that when I have something to do I can go and do it. Am I lazy or can it be the depression. I’ve taken those online depression tests and always get the worst results. I know there mostly bs but still I take them...