There have been many times these past few months that I felt like giving up. More times than anyone should have those thoughts. I keep going. Maybe I’m to stubborn or to stupid to change anything, but I keep going. I put that happy face on and go to work. I take the kids to school and all that comes with that. Just because you feel like giving up doesn’t mean you will. When dealing with depression I think the mind plays tricks on us. I also think that mentally we may be tired, but we still have some strength left physically. Sometimes just that daily routine we follow gets us through the day. I’ve been in this fight with depression mostly by myself. Not counting all the people I’ve met on DS. I haven’t really told my family or my friends. I feel that it’s imperative to have someone by your side in this. If you Don’t have any family or friends, this is the perfect place to talk with someone in the same boat as you. In the meantime look for a physiatrist psychologist therapist. If you can’t afford it or your younger find a counselor in school. I haven’t tried it or know anyone that has but there are places to call and online therapy that seems reasonably priced. Good luck to all who are dealing with depression and anxiety. I feel that there is an end to this fight that has a happy ending.