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  Help.

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  Last Reply: mlj6019 01/28/2019

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  I've had a great day which has all of a sudden turned into an awful day. I'm in an awful state I can't stop crying andbI want to cut myself more than anything. I kniw I shouldn't and I'm trying everything to fight it but it's so hard because I'm alone and I have no one to help ground me or distract me. I don't knownif I can wait any longer. I need to see my psychologist asap. I don't want to wait 5 more days. I can't handle it. I don't want to hurt myself but I feel like I have to to shut...

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  Posted: 01/23/2019

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• Depression
  

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  Posted: 01/21/2019

  Rayneydaisies commented on the discussion I'm spiralling again.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 01/21/2019

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• Depression
  

  I'm spiralling again

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  Last Reply: UngerTime 01/30/2019

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  I'm falling back into depression again after being fine for almost a year. I know it's caused by added stress in my life but it's taking an awful toll on me. I've barely got the motivation to even go to bed even though all I want to do is sleep. I'm feeling so incredibly sad and empty and I've gone back to binge eating which has an even worse effect on me now because of health issues I'm having. I've had some scary self destructive thoughts and urges today and I'm scared for myself. I don't...

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  Today's been ok

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  Posted: 01/20/2019

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  I've been ok today. My parents took me out and about to get my mind off my pain because it's been making me spiral into a depression again. I've notice that I go most of the day doing just fine and feeling ok but then around noon I start to get extremely tired, my stomach starts to hurt, and I become really lethargic. I'm so tired of this pain. It hurts so bad and I can't do anything to make it go away. I just want to lay down and cry because I'm hurting so bad.

• Hemochromatosis
  

  New to all of this

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  Last Reply: Brinski 01/23/2019

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  Hello. I'm glad I found this group because I have been having an awful time. I was diagnosed 2 days ago with hemochromatosis after battling for 3 weeks with awful pain and everything. I have yet to see a hematologist for further treatments and testing but I know it's hereditary because my grandpa has it and so does my dad. I somehow have got the worst of it. I've had awful stomach pain, I've been throwing up constantly, I'm tired all the time, I can't think straight, etc. Etc. I'm not sure if...

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  Posted: 01/20/2019

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• Depression
  

  It's been some time

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  Last Reply: bethelbee 01/19/2019

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  Hello. I haven't posted on here in almost a year. I joined this site in a time where my depression was at its peak. However I'm glad to say that a few days after I last posted, I finally got medical help. I found out I have PMDD (premenstrual dysphoric disorder) and was quickly put on birth control which helped drastically. So I'm happy to say I'm in a much better place. I'm still living with extreme guilt though. Not a day goes by that I don't look at my scars and feel hatred for myself for...

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  Posted: 03/19/2018

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