asilvercloud
Status: Trigger warning: I'm here to discuss incest, sexual abuse, and how these things have impacted my sexuality. Some find that triggering, so consider yourself warned.
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Week 1: I guess I have to write a journal to update a goal; great... I haven't smoked pot at all. I did sit-ups most days, I went on a bike ride and worked in the yard, but now it's rainy so I'm...
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This is a journal I wrote on 6-6-10; this marked the end of my self-destructive behavior. I was about to sink deeper into a unhealthy relationship with a sadist; my sexual addiction was at it's peak;...
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So, I’ve been going through a lot of stuff lately. For me, any sexual exploration comes with a lot of emotion and self-realization. Since I recalled the incest last year, I’ve repressed my sexual...
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Well, I haven’t been online very often, and so I have not updated my goals. I’ve done a big thing by leaving a relationship that wasn’t healthy for me. It has been hard, but I am starting to...
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Just noting that I have accomplished one of my goals; being more active. Since I created my goal, I have considered it 5% progress per week if I followed my plan. I figure that once I go twenty...
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So, I’ve expressed it to a few here and other times I keep it to myself, because I know that people have a lot of heated feelings when it comes to religion, but I’m a spiritual person, or at...
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So, I’m sort of having a difficult time today. I’m going through a break-up with my partner of eleven years, and that is difficult in and of itself. We are still living with each other for the...
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I had a dream last night about my inner child (I don’t recall ever having a dream like this before, so it’s kind of cool). Anyway, I wanted to share it and well, this seems like a good place to...
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So, I stopped updating my ongoing goal journal entry a month or more ago. I had been opening it up every week and adding a sentence or two to keep track of my progress. I’ve been a little busy...
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I told a friend recently that I am feeling good about my healing generally; that I can feel changes occurring within me and he asked me to write about what those changes are. I think that I am making...
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I had a very powerful realization yesterday evening. I was working though the “Courage to Heal Workbook,” and I was to fill out a list of positive and negative influenced in my life. It was an...
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I wrote this as a response to a question a friend asked, but I am going to post it here too. Among other things, this trauma has impacted me greatly. When I talk to friends about abandonment...
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Some people are asking, "what happened to me?" Though this journal does not anwser that question entirely, it hits on some major points. It doesn't begin to explain how much I was manipulated or how...
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Week 1: I guess I have to write a journal to update a goal; great... I haven't smoked pot at all. I did sit-ups most days, I went on a bike ride and worked in the yard, but now it's rainy so I'm...
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This is a journal I wrote on 6-6-10; this marked the end of my self-destructive behavior. I was about to sink deeper into a unhealthy relationship with a sadist; my sexual addiction was at it's peak;...
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