Lonewolf363

Thoughts like that are faded in the distance. I want to live, even if I suffer. There is a reason for everything. One day I will rise up above a crowded rented hall, and say,"My name is HEidi, and...

I turn up the stereo.......Black is the color of my true love's hair........I just have to hang in there till Monday if not it's er to the end!

ANd this is how it went. think it sounds like pluracy. A crew meember who works here just got over something nasty and decided to pass it on to me. SO on top of dealing with my neglected I suffer...

Is vicodan or darvocet better to take under this because he can't call in stronger without my payng a bundle for it so those are my choices who has chronic pain that either has worked for? please...

"SO what is your diagnonsence now?" This time I hesitate, giving her something to think about. "Are you on dope? Inquiring minds need to know." My diagnosis doesn't change from doctor to Doctor...

I`'m doing imaginary  dancs around the apartment I feel so much better. ButIm taking causion.I haven't slept in nearly two days from pain, and I'm really not tired at all. I think I will color for...

I'm concerned for his well being. I think he wants to give up, and I made it clear that he cannot use the suicide word around me, or he will loose me. He's given up hope, and I was always so proud of...

SO I went in for chronic pain. We both decided twenty milligrams a day one of those all day things, once twice daily morphine tabs. Only my pharmacy doesn't carry it. And thanks to my loving caring...

Look at my new uploaded pictures. I thank you all. Especially Chronicl, and Coolwaterbaby, not to mension every single ds member who's messaged me in the past just to check in. Thank you These are...

I study human behavior. How they behave, how they act under crisis situations. How they are with their children, how they are at work, and how they are when alone almost. Because for years and years...

When that teacher publicly humiliated me, by tossing my desk over to the entire class, making me a messy example, had me running away from school at the age of ten, out of pure utter embarassment....

I know I can accomplish anything I set my mind to, as long as it is the best I got, and if you want more. Tough. Too bad, cause that's all I got is my best. Not always at my best, in times of...

When it happens I will be with the family, and I will attend the viewing.

My cousin or aunt is dying. Pray she goes quickly and easy into the gates of where she believes. She was a good woman who always took care of her son. He is so lost without her already she she is...

Gee could this be a venting post? Yes. It must be call Heidi and scream at her day. On top of that I am nursing myself out of  aserious head cold, and I can't shake it. I made a doctor's appointment...