Lonewolf363

Nighty night folks.................

Not liking women. I was a cover, said sorry no I'm staying celebete no matter who you are right now. Not today not now. No.

If Hedi doesn't care about Heidi, who will? I do what makes me feel good. I paint my nails. I poke polka dots on them with black backround, and bright flouricent Orange spots. I poked them out to a...

For this thirdyninth year of my birth I am celebrating my real life experiences, when I go out, I am not an open book. We begin to act off our usuall routine of getting better. When I get better....

Diet. I am so happy. And I found a pretty slimming looking dress. I still dunno where I will spend christmas with friends or family. Dunno yet. I'll see if I live throuigh my 38th. Love, Heidi

Today sick n tired, I called the transzit co that did not show up on my given appointment time, wanted some answers, because of the masses of lumps that are begnine inside of me but are close to my...

I lost the weight I wanted !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Did it much sooner than expected as well. So proud that I am going clothing shopping for a pretty new dress!! I can't wait to show...

AS I was growing up, I wondered what was wrong.I never seemed to notice, that I coudln't get alone.My studies fell far behind my mind out of control!!Was suicide the only way, it took me by surpize.I...

Dear friends of all ds members. It has been a joy and pleasure learning new ways to deal with my troubled times. I appreciate you all so much for helping me win this fight. I will win every time,...

I am ready for this change. It is needed. Tomorrow morning I go take a test at this office, just go to the bathroom, is all. So I am fasting. I ate lightly tonight walked over to my sponsor's home....

There are real people who understand the truth about my life.I walked away from the group room's finding it more and moredifficult to deal with other people's pain while I am still keeping my...

My transportation felt I was close enough to my doctor to take a bus. They don't understand I can't take a bus out of fear of getting lost, because I can't see numbers the way they are. I have a...

Its going to take a lot of time to keep going. A lot of time. Hoping my Doctor will help tomorrow I hope it turns out ok. I sure do like this doctor. He pays attention when I talk. Your friend, HEidi...

I ate light, I'll try some bengay on the knee, but I dunno what to do. It just won't go away. Doc's say  its phantom pain, but I doubt it because the laproscopic surgon sliped and caused me to have...

I will rest take time out do what's necessary and safe,and not apologize for being who I am.