Human Behavior.....

I study human behavior. How they behave, how they act under crisis situations. How they are with their children, how they are at work, and how they are when alone almost. Because for years and years of study their behavior towards me being the family "Scape GOAT" I won't take it anymore. I say I am tired. I say no more. I say I stand up and be who I want to be and don't care let them pull their financial threats again. I will survivie again. They did it once. THis time the law is in my side. I have my sister on record when she kept calling me ruinging my birthday. She was drunk in a rage at a wedding parting, talking crap about how much she hates her mentally ill sister. She is next in line to be my power of Attorney, all they do is threaten, and wait for me to die. I think I am just a burdon to them, an accident and am treated as such. AN outcast even in my own family, I look for bonding times when I can just be alone with one member, because indivisually I get along with everyone perfect, and it isn't because they are against my religious beliefs, it is because I am against theirs, and will not participate in their church any longer. SO I made plans to celebrate a tradition that dates before the Bible began. I will go to my church,  listen to my new minister, who I am very fond of, and already have a grasp of his last intillegent surmon about the study of the Universe, and having an earthly based religion, how hard it is when it comes between families, and others who aren't ready to learn the real truth. Well I never told them what religion I was. They just routed through my things, found the address of my church and went to check it out themselves, just to hit me with their bibles again. Yeah that sorta how we got punnished. Imagine being in a family with a federal agent in it, and biding by the law, denies me because it is an embarassment to her carrear and everyone has to have a livelyhood. Only Heidi isn't. She does what her family tells her. Or at least what they think they tell me. Nooone tells me what to do I do what I want, when I want. I never let man in my life, why bother, they seem to disapoint me each time? I remain celebut. I am not looking for love at this time, accept the love of a friend, a guy or girl with problems so we can support one another in peace like DS. I love you Ds. Grateful to you everday you help me live a happier life. I already phisically feel better yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you everyoine for your prayers.  I will repay the favor somehow soon. Love your friend in the future if not now, Lonewolf