Doctor's visit was a bit disapointing, not on his part
SO I went in for chronic pain. We both decided twenty milligrams a day one of those all day things, once twice daily morphine tabs. Only my pharmacy doesn't carry it. And thanks to my loving caring pharmacist and I mean that positivitily, he doesn't carry that, and prally won't order it just for me, expecially if my insurance says no. I I called in emergency. What do I do now suffer all weekend? Can't you people page my doctor so he can mail me a perscription of oxycotin like I asked to take as needed with this bull? On top of it it has exasperated my stress level, which he will not rais my aaaxnax. Four mill once a day is enough I guess, so why do I keep panicing? Is it in my head? Is it too much sick time, and not enough balance in my life? I know I need a healthy balance of friends, healthy good ones, and ones that love me for the sexy lady I am, who care for me even if I misbehave. Which is one of my favorite passtimes. I get away with what I can hehehee. I do it out of impulse conrol which when I am suffering, usaullly comes out in negative ways, so to turn that into something positive I wlll do my art work and still miss my friends on the Sabbot. I have to miss My sabbot Halloween, SHaimain because I am still prally contagtious, plus i'm plum worn out. Light a candle for me and say healing with my name it will work. Please and for Cousin DOrthy to go fast and stay out of pain like the rest of us chronic diseasers. Love your friend now and future, Lonewolf, HEidi Heidster NEver Heinie or Heidi ho ho I DARE YOU JUST ONCE> SICKE just dont call me those names ever, cause Karma is strong in my mind. Love ya, HEidi
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Heidi,
You need to go to a different pharmacy in the same chain that has it in stock (morphine.) You live in bustling NJ not Timbuktu. You deserve to have it this weekend. Most pharmacies only get CII opioids once per week, often on the same day every week. I hope you get relief from the pain. It sucks, doesn\'t it? Have a happy Halloween. Get well soon!
Erika
Somehow my circle raised prayer for me for healing from abuse from others and abuse from myself, and I did not sleep last night, however, I felt so good all at once it went away. They were doing it all at once for me, all at the same time. I didn\'t know!! They told me later how they organized it once the messaeges got out to my friends who know I am suffering. It sure has made a difference in how I tend to things. I\'m sticking to my goal of learning public speaking correctly without my southern Jersey Twang, and Start the first New Jersey chapter of ca. If I keep practicing, I know I can do it. I can accomplish anything. My cousin in the fbi who interrigates me not asks me questions, she\'s in anti-terrorizm, and I am proud of her. But she also Does illegal things too. She does illegal backround checks on my friends, and what if they want a federal job? I dated a man in the Army I knew I was never going to marry or be in love with, but it was fun, untill I realized he didn\'t like women, but anyhow thats another take, supposidly he found his \"cover\" and moved to colorado like he always wanted good for him. It was partly mydream to live there to, but I will not ever let a man take care of me. I jsut won\'t do it. I am too much of a loner. I\'ll take more pics to show...But as much as I love people I love being alone the most. Love you Erika!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I do that my nsurance won\'t cover it and I might have to pay and I don\'t have that kinda cash. I got 25 bucks a week to spend on goodies. And that is all. Christmas I am making everyone a fav music cd of their choice.
I am locked into one pharmacy. If I try going to another one, I will get a charge even of a dollar ten or so for tax, the guys at the pharm are specialists and good at what they do most of the time cept that dern one who denies my pain. HE will loose his job the next time he breaks my hippa privacy in order for me to stop getting just codine for pete\'s sake. I already know what it is doing to my liver. Its enlarged it. I been on it for over seven years, switching from tylonels 2 to 3 to 4 so I don\'t become addicted, but you know what. IF I am not an addict at the age of 38 cept cutting I am not going to be called one now. Not that you can\'t be one later in life. I just don\'t want anything illegal to deal with. I\'m in enough trouble. I need to lay low awhile let things rest. I will have him solve this problem monday when he mails this script to me for oxycotin like I wanted. He\'s not a pain specialist he\'s a very good nurologist, who knows what is working and what isn\'t My adarol has me sleepy, but focused, paxil keeps me happy and low anxiety, xanax makes the boogie man go away, Metforman makes the sugar lower, and tylonel 4 does nothing but enlarge my liver causing test results to seem as if I had hep c, but it was not hep c, I have no diseases not phisicall catchy ones, This nurse practicitioner named CHristine called me on my birthday to tell me I had hep c. I knew she was lying or had it all wrong. I\'m celebut dude. That means no sex. Duh And no I didn\'t have a blood transfusion, so when I got tested, I called her back and said,\"Here\'s what you can do, you can close my chart, and get prepared for me to leave, because you were wrong lady.\" I hung up and now see another.