Ellocin

sorry about the last entry... i think right now and for the past couple weeks I've just been balancing on the brink...I've been good, but just so much going on and so much to do and I think maybe...

i don't know why i fucken bother with anything...things would be better if i just wasn't here...and this trip is a fucken waste of time... ughhh

I'm feeling better.  I'm feeling exhausted and a little bit blah but I think once I get my brunch into me and get my Occupational Therapy Appointment over with I'll feel better.   I walked...

I'm feeling better.  Not great but better.  My energy has been super low which is a little bit of a problem since I am leaving for Ontario Sunday morning and have a ton to do before hand but I'm...

i think it's just because i'm so exhausted but i'm feeling mentally worn out today too...i felt better earlier today but am just going downhill...i'm feeling so irritatable and just feel like bashing...

Ackkk...I'm exhausted.  But I'm doing well.  I grieved for those who have passed away and allowed myself to feel the emotions as horrible as it felt...but by allowing myself to feel those emotions...

Just found out someone else I know died.  I don't know cause of death but believe it may have been suicide.  This was someone I met as an inpatient last fall.  She was such a sweet, caring person...

Feeling quite a bit better today, praise God!  I think I needed a little bit of time to grieve and then a good sleep and have spent some time in His word and listening to sermons online and really...

I'm having a hard time tonight.  In a period of a couple weeks there's been a lot of sad things happening around me and I think the two sad things I heard about today, one that I mentioned in my...

I'm feeling sad, very sad today...sickeningly sad.  I just found out my neighbor's baby died.  She carried it to term, but I don't know if it died during birth or before or after but it didn't make...

Things are still going well overall.  I just got back to the city last night from being at my parents for a few days.  I'm really exhausted and achy but have things to do so will just have to...

I've made a decision that I am hoping doesn't upset anyone too much.  It's so hard for me to catch up on blogs, I've done well but I've decided that any posts I haven't read that are from July I...

Had another busy day today.  It started early...even before my alarm went off.  Sleep wasn't terrible last night, I took 5mg of melatonin.  I fall asleep pretty easy with that if I don't take it...

Just got home from a busy few hours out.  Thought I'd pop on and update on what went on at my appointment today.  My appointment was just with the nurse for liquid nitrogen on my toe but because of...

still doing really well...decided to try to catch up a bit on everyone else's journals instead of writing one of my own.  So just checking in to say hi.  Everything is going well.  But after I had...