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Age: 28

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Posted: 08/15/2020

edenxgo became friends with Anna1212.
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Posted: 08/26/2020

edenxgo became friends with joelhill.
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Posted: 08/15/2020

edenxgo became friends with Terrapin954.
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Posted: 08/14/2020

edenxgo sent a hug to RickinKs
Depression

I hurt myself.

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Last Reply: Tesla369 08/28/2020

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It happened again and now I feel like I can't get out of this mental state. I got so angry and had so many emotions bottled up that I grabbed the closes thing next to me and hacked away at my arm with full force. It's been a day since that happened and I have a huge dark bruise on my arm now. Since then there's been nothing but constant intrusive thoughts running in my mind telling me I'm worthless and I should end my life. I haven't gotten out of bed and haven't eaten anything since yesterday...
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Posted: 07/19/2020

edenxgo became friends with rianbooyer.
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Posted: 07/18/2020

edenxgo became friends with bobinmaine.
Loneliness

Been feeling alone in a room full of people.

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Last Reply: rianbooyer 07/18/2020

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It's been exactly 3 years since I've felt this way. You could say it's my "anniversary" if you will. I just feel so alone. I always get intrusive thoughts telling me I'm not good enough at the worst moments. I just want to be able to talk to someone about it.
New Friend

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Posted: 08/04/2019

edenxgo became friends with RickinKs.
Suicidal/self-harm thoughts

it's been 2 years...

Posted by: edenxgo

Last Reply: deepdark 07/12/2019

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I haven't cut, or had any suicidal thoughts in 2 years until recently. I find that when I'm alone I feel the most pain within me. When I'm alone I'm afraid of my own thoughts. I start to remember all the bad memories and what things I haven't accomplished and I just start to think, maybe it would be easier if I just left. If I just drowned or got into a really bad car crash. Work is unbearable sometimes and I'm taking longer than expected to graduate and I'm feeling stuck. I often think that...
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Posted: 08/07/2018

edenxgo became friends with zidishah.
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Posted: 03/09/2019

edenxgo became friends with Quark.
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Posted: 03/16/2019

edenxgo became friends with mama2four.
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Posted: 03/20/2019

edenxgo became friends with Summerwind81.
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Posted: 12/21/2017

edenxgo became friends with DoctorKoopa.

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