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- Some of you saw on my other post, but I found out my grade for my fall semester class...I failed. So bummed and I feel like I wasted so much effort and evergy on this class. I just feel so terrible and I'm scared of telling my mom. She will be so...
- I'm so angry with myself and disappointed in myself. I had to turn in everything today for my very first masters level class that I got a 2 week extension on because of how depressed I was, and I didn't even come close to finishing. I didn't...
- So this weekend was good and bad. I bought a car, which is good and bad. My car was dying (it was 17 years old). So buying another car needed to happen asap because my parents are going on vacation this week and I needed my dad's help. But it is...
- I am somewhat anxious (more than I have been) because I won't see my therapist until the 12th, and she is in Mexico, so I have literally no way to communicate with her. It's not only that. I just worry that I will start to go back downhill after I...
- I wasn't going to ask, but I want to know what to expect with this new medication. Please don't tell me any horror stories, I just need to know if things went well or not if you've taken this medication.My doctor started me on a Paxil/Prozac...
- Guys! Just wanted to say, I MADE IT! Tomorrow is my doctor appointment to hopefully get back on some medication to help me! About 2 weeks ago I didn't think I could make it this long, but I did! I know it'll take a bit for the meds to kick in once I...
- So I haven't posted in this group since I've been on this site because my ED hasn't really been a huge struggle for me the last few months. It's weird because I've had so many horrible things happening and I've been so stressed out that usually I'd...
- Also, I am so freaking angry all the time lately. Does anyone else get really angry or irritable when they get really depressed? I've been researching but I want to know if anyone here has experienced that, too.
- I'm so upset and I really shouldn't be, yet. Tomorrow I was going to drive home to my parents house for the weekend after work, but it's supposed to snow where they live starting at like 10am, and it'll be snowing here where I live by 12pm. And I...
- Tonight has been alright I suppose. I convinced my boss to let me do a movie tonight for the clients instead of a "relaxation" group topic. It really helped me get my mind off of where I am. I get off work at 11pm, in 20 minutes. And tomorrow is a...
- I feel like a broken record. I just don't have anyone to talk to besides my mom and she can only listen so much. I'm so lonely and sad and just...depressed. I looked at a calendar to try to figure out just how long I'll be here if my parents...
- I just feel this heavy weight on my shoulders all the time and I just feel like I'm stuck in this place where I am just so low and down and I can't pull myself out. I didn't get any homework done today. I came home from the coffee shop and I played...
- Today started out bad. Shocker there. When I'm at home alone, everything is always bad. I got up and let my little pup out, fed her, let her out again, and almost fell back asleep on the couch. I called my mom and cried, and she made a plan for me....
- I wish I could say I feel so happy on this Christmas day, but I don't. I feel terrible. This morning was wonderful, then it hit me that I was coming back here. And the second I walked into work, a massive migraine hit, I felt a huge weight on my...
- This year's Christmas goes down as a good one, yet not so good. I had to leave my family at noon today to come back to this hell hole that I call work. I cried the whole 1.5 hours back and wished I would just skid on the snow and die. I know that's...