Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
This year's Christmas goes down as a good one, yet not so good. I had to leave my family at noon today to come back to this hell hole that I call work. I cried the whole 1.5 hours back and wished I would just skid on the snow and die. I know that's terrible to say on Christmas. But all I wanted was to be with my family a little longer. And of course this weekend went by so fast that it feels like I was barely home.
And I probably won't go home to see my family again this weekend because I work Friday until 3pm, have Saturday off, and then have to work again Sunday at 3pm. It's so hard for me to be away from my family. At all. I'm so attached. I shouldn't be, but I am. And honestly, moving to this place was the worst choice I have ever made in my entire life. It has destroyed me. I'm so alone all the time. I just wish I could move home already, but still waiting on a job offer, so I can't quit and move yet. It's probably going to be mid January before I even move. That just makes me want to cry again.
Great. I just wish I could be with people who actually care about me and I care about them instead of being at work...again.
I would still be crying if I could be, but work is not the place for it. Clients would question and it'd get back to my supervisor and just not good. So I have to hold it together.
I just want to sleep all the time when I'm at my house. When I'm with my family, I do so well for the most part and I feel pretty good. Better than I do now.