i did it.

i cut my arms again, i havent cut them in over 6 months, but i did it. and i cut both of them, and then it wasnt enough so i cut my legs too. i drank so mch i passed out and tonight im doing the same.i dont know how muhc more my body will take. i want to diei want to work all day every dayi want a babyi want to be perfectTruth is, i'll outlive my parentsi'll work shiftsi wont have a child unless im fkn 40and i will never, ever be perfect..... because im the opposite, im a failure. i ruin everything good i ever had.