princess532

I'm beginning to think this will never end.  I've been medicated for three years and still i'm cycling. I know that I was struggling before because I was inconsistent with taking my medications, but...

Well, I can't believe its been 3 years almost since I've been on this site.  I can't believe its been that long since I started my medications. Wow. Its been a long time since I've realized this...

I'm beginning to think this will never end.  I've been medicated for three years and still i'm cycling. I know that I was struggling before because I was inconsistent with taking my medications, but...

Well, I can't believe its been 3 years almost since I've been on this site.  I can't believe its been that long since I started my medications. Wow. Its been a long time since I've realized this...

I'm beginning to think this will never end.  I've been medicated for three years and still i'm cycling. I know that I was struggling before because I was inconsistent with taking my medications, but...

Well, I can't believe its been 3 years almost since I've been on this site.  I can't believe its been that long since I started my medications. Wow. Its been a long time since I've realized this...

Well, i haven't been on this site for a long long time. it really helped me when i was seriously messed up, but now i'm on medicine and i'm getting through life. i love feeling sad and not depressed....

So, I haven't had any symptoms lately and I've been feeling great. I think this combo of meds is really working.  I'm sticking with Geodon and Lamictil, if I can afford it. The doc put me on Lexapro...

Well, it seems like the only thing that makes me smile is seeing other people angry or sad. i feel then like i'm not alone, but then i just feel guilty. i can't help them because i am just as...

so today I miss my exes. Unfortunately I have quite a few of them and I'm crying because I want to go back. i just want something i'm familiar with when i get to these points.  my eyes are teary all...

well, yesterday I told my 'significant other'. He told me that he's leave me if he ever caught me doing it again. I don't think that's very supportive. I am trying new medication and this cutting...

I cut myself the other day to keep from killing myself. I figured a bloody drawing in my leg is safer than death. Plus I know that this depression is only temporary. But I told my 'significant...

today is pretty bad. my emptiness just gets emptier and emptier.  i am snapping on everyone because i just feel like everyone is against me... even I am against myself. I just want to diappear. this...

well... i wanted my mania to go away... now i just want to go away... life is stupid...

Well, i'm going to STL with my hubby and three of our kids... i'm pretty excited about it and pretty much manic too... like i've been lately... i'm getting used to it. I've been feeling really guilty...