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today is pretty bad. my emptiness just gets emptier and emptier.  i am snapping on everyone because i just feel like everyone is against me... even I am against myself. I just want to diappear. this world is not working for me... i just can't handle it. it's like i'm just not fit for this place... ya know Darwin's theory; survival of the fittest... maybe I belong on a different planet or in a different world...just not this one.  this world is just not my niche. Everyone is in my way and i just want to get through this day so I can suffer through the next.  the only thing keeping me alive is knowing that this will have to end somehow...either death or sleep...seems like sleep is the easiest solution because i just don't even care enough to die...everytime someone speaks I feel like they are all talking about me. I can barely breath let alone move and I feel like my sluggishness is a burden to everyone around me...which makes me feel even worse...and more empty...when I wake up I immediately feel sad and empty and I try to tell myself that the day hasn't even started and I have no reason to feel this way...then I go back to sleep... I feel like I'm pissing everyone off because I can't wake up in the morning... I feel like I can just sleep through this depression and when I wake up I will be better...maybe not.