AmandaPlumDaisy

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• Depression
  

  I just can’t

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Last Reply: Zizith 11/04/2017

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  I just can’t. I’m so tired. Half of my life destroyed by this horrible, heavy depression. I thought I could and was getting better but it was just a lie. I’m still just as depressed and after a short while of feeling better it hurts so much more. I hate my mother - actually I love her more than life, my life in particular.  I promised her I wouldn’t kill myself because she said I would essentially be killing her as well.  But I hate that I made that promise and that I will actually...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Posted: 11/01/2017

  AmandaPlumDaisy became friends with sam445.

• Loneliness
  

  Left behind...

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Last Reply: Lilysawyer 10/30/2017

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  I really don’t know when it happened- when the first of my best friends got married or maybe the third. Maybe when the fourth got married and the flower girl was tthe daughter of a girl (woman?) I’ve known since 6th grade - the first of our group to get married, the first to be a mom - she’s our trailblazer.  I keep getting left farther and farther behind more and more quickly. I worked so hard to get a degree I can’t use, have never had what could be considered a healthy...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Posted: 10/30/2017

  AmandaPlumDaisy joined the group Loneliness.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Posted: 10/30/2017

  AmandaPlumDaisy joined the group Depression.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: AmandaPlumDaisy

  Posted: 10/30/2017

  AmandaPlumDaisy became friends with TeamDS.