starynitesky05

i miss her but just being thankful shes in my life and looking forward to when i get to see her next!

It's hard having only one friend cuz when she is unavailable I feel so alone. Ugh.

We met for coffee this morning for abit before she goes on her trip. It was great to see her! I am just looking forward to when our next get together will be. Whenever it will be ill look forward to...

So she emailed back a sweet email back but didnt respond to anything that was in my previous email to her. Is that just because maybe there wasn't alot to respond to or she was just busy? Maybe I...

Feeling really down cuz it feels like the friendship is really over. Over something I don't think was even bad. I know I didn't do anything wrong. I thought our friendship was so strong ? I thought...

ugh still struggling in some ways, if anyone would like to chat anytime i am here for you in anyway i can help. and ill always make the time to talk to you. :)  if you have kik. Kik me lol...

Ugh worried I bugged Her. now I'm worried I annoyed her. :( I'm going to really hate myself if I messed things up with her. hoping so much i DIDNT annoyed her. Please God please tell me things are...

Just feeling really lonely. Why am I still having trouble finding an online friend to really connect with deeply? I'm still not having any luck with meeting people friends in person. I'm hoping...

really wishing that this pollen would go away. ugh. Its making me so miserable. Its making me feel like I have this constant cold that will never go away. looking forward to it raining soon hopefully...

just hating how things are still so hard and lonely for me. its like everything I try never works out. im just not sure what to even do anymore. maybe i have to completely transform myself to get...

feeling so lonely tonight that it hurts. why can't anything socially work out for me.  it just really gets to me. and im trying to make it through tonight. im just home alone. my whole family is...

its finally feeling like spring.  im enjoying my coffee and trying to focus on the positive to try to keep myself from feeling down and depressed. im not going to stop trying cuz I want to feel...

it sure doesn't  feel like spring. I still love the cold air though. lol.

I want to learn to do a certain craft or a certain skill that I could make whatever it is and sell it online but am having trouble thinking of a good idea of something I could make. Do u guys have...

Why can't I ever talk on the phone without sounding so stupid? It was an important call to my tax office. I bet they think I'm just so retarted. :(