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Empty.   That's the emotion that I've been feeling the most since losing my husband.   My heart and soul feels like an empty glass.  I try find happiness in life and occasionally I do.  Very...

Today was a hard and frustrating day.  I tried to replace my doorbell.  After 2 hours of trying to get it to work, it still didn't.  So, I will probably get a wireless doorbell and forget about...

I called our youngest tonight, telling him I still loved him and we needed to talk.  We both decided that maybe both of us were suffering from PTSD from going through Chuck's illness and death.  ...

Today I'm feeling alone.  I thought I had the support of my 2 sons, but guess I don't.  They both made it clear that they feel like they need to be here for me.  The irony of this is that neither...

A few weeks after Chuck died, I went to see my Mom.  She has been a widow for 8 years, having lost my Dad in 2002.  She gave me some advice saying, "A man doesn't make who you are.  You are still...

The weekend is half over.  Here I sit at the computer, wishing you were here Chuck.  Today I showed our bus to some  prospective buyers.  I thought they were serious about buying it, but spent 1...

Tonight I met a male that I had been corresponding with on the computer, that I met on Match.com.  He asked me to our county fair that is going on now until Sunday.  I really enjoyed meeting him...

Here it is...2:30am and I'm at the computer.  I worked evening shift, so it takes me awhile to unwind after working, especially after it is busy as it was tonight.  Checking e-mail's and this site,...

Hi computer and everyone.  Today was a better day emotionally.  I did get my lawn mowed, but stayed inside alot because of the high humidity.  My body and the humidity don't get along.  I talked...

I thought that I would "talk" to my computer.  It always seemed to help to put an entry on Chuck's Caringbridge site when he was ill.The past few days have been very hard for me.  I have been...

To my soulmate,I haven't written anything in quite awhile, but felt the need to now.  I have been missing you alot lately and having a hard time.  I'm sure it's the time of year.  This is the...

I've been feeling very sad lately.  I think it is because of the time of year.  During the summer months, we would be outside more...working in the yard, riding our motorcycles, grilling and just...

In a couple of days, it will be the anniversary of Chuck passing.  It's an emotional time, thinking back to how ill he was before passing.  I miss him so much every day, but I wouldn't him here one...

I know I haven't wriiten for quite some time, but today I need to vent.  I've been dealing with life the best I can, with things going along OK.  Winter is ending, which I'm very happy about, but...

Winter is definetly here in Mn.  We just endured a monster blizzard over the weekend, and ended up with a new 15 in snowfall.  This is on top of what we already have which is about 10 inches.  I...