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The weekend is half over.  Here I sit at the computer, wishing you were here Chuck.  Today I showed our bus to some  prospective buyers.  I thought they were serious about buying it, but spent 1...

Tonight I met a male that I had been corresponding with on the computer, that I met on Match.com.  He asked me to our county fair that is going on now until Sunday.  I really enjoyed meeting him...

Here it is...2:30am and I'm at the computer.  I worked evening shift, so it takes me awhile to unwind after working, especially after it is busy as it was tonight.  Checking e-mail's and this site,...

Hi computer and everyone.  Today was a better day emotionally.  I did get my lawn mowed, but stayed inside alot because of the high humidity.  My body and the humidity don't get along.  I talked...

I thought that I would "talk" to my computer.  It always seemed to help to put an entry on Chuck's Caringbridge site when he was ill.The past few days have been very hard for me.  I have been...

I've been feeling very sad lately.  I think it is because of the time of year.  During the summer months, we would be outside more...working in the yard, riding our motorcycles, grilling and just...

In a couple of days, it will be the anniversary of Chuck passing.  It's an emotional time, thinking back to how ill he was before passing.  I miss him so much every day, but I wouldn't him here one...

I know I haven't wriiten for quite some time, but today I need to vent.  I've been dealing with life the best I can, with things going along OK.  Winter is ending, which I'm very happy about, but...

Winter is definetly here in Mn.  We just endured a monster blizzard over the weekend, and ended up with a new 15 in snowfall.  This is on top of what we already have which is about 10 inches.  I...

I'm having a hard night tonight.  I know that Chuck is gone, but I would give anything to see him walk in the room.  I think that it is the time of year that is making it emotionally hard for me. ...

Oh how I miss you honey.  On Saturday, I was drying off after a shower.  I had all but my right foot to dry... lifted it up and my knee gave way, the one that has had a total knee replacemt.  I...

This weekend, my 2 sons and myself make the trip to Oklahoma to take part of Chuck's ashes down there to be buried over his parent's graves.  Part of him is now resting eternally in the area where...

Today I really missed my best friend, etc.  It was a beautiful fall day and we would have gone for a ride..either in the car or on motorcycles.  Sundays are always hard, so that added to the...

The past couple of days, I have been thinking and wondering "just what is my purpose here on earth now."  My sons are grown and are living their own lives.  I try to not bother them much.  I'm not...

I sit here tonight at the computer with the TV on.  I have to vent, so bear with me.  This is how my nights will go from now on.  It's scary to think that this how the rest of my life will be. ...