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  Posted: 11/05/2017

  shell_78 commented on the discussion Depressed, Lonely and the days are worse.

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  Depressed, Lonely and the days are worse

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  Last Reply: ginger13 11/07/2017

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  It will be 2 months my husband will be gone on 11/14, my days seem to be getting worse.  I can't seem to get thru this.  Everything is a nightmare, I HATE my life, I used to LOVE my life.  We did EVERYTHING together! we loved being in each other's presence, now it's just an empty whole with no drive or desire.  I just don't want to be here anymore without him.  Life is just a big ball of shit.  His passing was so unexpected and traumatic, I think I actually have some PTSD.  We were on...

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  Depressed and Lonely

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  Last Reply: scottito 10/11/2017

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  I lost my husband on 9/14/17, we were on vacation and he contracted a bacteria from the ocean called vibrio vinificus, we were packing up to come home and he said he thought he was having a cellulitis flare up.  turns out it wasn't cellulitis but vibrio, he ended up with septic shock and they even amputated his leg, 4 long days I was in the hospital with him, 10 hours from home only to lose him.  I've been devastated ever since. :(

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