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Trying something new, it's called not cutting, it's called reward system, it's called not freaking out friends, it's called talking, it's called helping myself.

UNFINISHED If you have suggestions, opinions, let me know. There's voices in her head she wants them to go away "I don't want to play" she says "I don't want you to stay" but the voices stay in...

I hate when I really want to cut but I know I'll feel guilty about it if I do and that stops me from doing what I really feel like I need to do.

Talked to them today. We feeling better. Till about the end of the period when one of them brought up mind over matter. Positive thinking is what I've been trying to achieve ever since. It's harder...

Feeling kinda numb at the moment. I have a headache and a tight kind of pinching feeling in my chest. That's all I can feel at the moment. I'm trying to actually do this this time. I've given up this...

Everything is falling apart, I'm cutting again. I'm not leaving in 2 months... fuck, I need to cry.

Dear Greta... I look at you, and I think.. god, you truly are pathetic with your cigarette smile, and tear stained eyes. I tell you your worthless, and will amount to nothing, then you let out a...

I'm not sure how to feel.

You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for...

I'm not feeling so well tonight... my neck hurts, my back hurts, I haven't slept, I want to cut myself a lot, I'm feeling really suicidal. It's around 3:30 in the morning and I have to work from 9 to...

~*The Basics*~ Your full name: Greta Michelle Your birthday: January 16th Height: 5 foot nothing Gender: Female Religion: Agnostic --Have you ever changed religions?: I used to be a...

I started taking mood altering vitamins from the company 'shaklee' yesterday. Apparently mom has had enough. I'm not sure how I feel about being on them or not, I'm feeling good right now, though I'm...

29 days of no cutting.28 more days till my girlfriend visits.And I've decided what tattoo I'm going to get. I'll get a green lymphoma ribbon with a lady bug crawling on it, on my left hip bone thing,...

20 days clean of cutting and im having really bad urges...

I'm just going to say it, because I wont say it anywhere else. This may not apply to this forum but I guess I don't care. I've been cutting myself since I was 12, I'm 17 now. I told an adult for the...