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sometimes things happen and they suck but ya know what... fuck everything. lets be drunk for forwver. no more problems, constant happiness.

I don't feel normal. I think I hate myself, I might want to die, maybe. Fuck. I got into a car wreck today. I've been trying to seem normal. What is normal?

My therapist asked me to come up with 5 coping skills for times when I'm emotionally disregulated. Needless to say... I'm snowballing ideas now. 1. Writing on here or writing in general2. Watching...

I stopped using DS for nearly 3 years, I got put onLexapro, moved out of the abusive environment I lived in, and made a life for myself away from depression. Most recently however my past has come...

I was the age of either 12 or 13 when I first started using chat rooms online. I met people, some of whom I dated, some of whom I still have as "friends" on Facebook, some of whom became stalkers and...

i ran away from home... in April of 2013I'm now working at a grocery store, and living with my gf and her parents.

"And my smile laughs as I watch my own fingers betray me, injecting paranoia into my bloodstream before my eyes turn into yours and all at once I'm her again..." MG ♥

It's not that easy... I hate them, more than anything. Then the fact that I hate them makes me hate myself even more, because in some sick way I know that I could never hate them as much as I want...

You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for...

I'm not feeling so well tonight... my neck hurts, my back hurts, I haven't slept, I want to cut myself a lot, I'm feeling really suicidal. It's around 3:30 in the morning and I have to work from 9 to...

~*The Basics*~ Your full name: Greta Michelle Your birthday: January 16th Height: 5 foot nothing Gender: Female Religion: Agnostic --Have you ever changed religions?: I used to be a...

I started taking mood altering vitamins from the company 'shaklee' yesterday. Apparently mom has had enough. I'm not sure how I feel about being on them or not, I'm feeling good right now, though I'm...

29 days of no cutting.28 more days till my girlfriend visits.And I've decided what tattoo I'm going to get. I'll get a green lymphoma ribbon with a lady bug crawling on it, on my left hip bone thing,...

20 days clean of cutting and im having really bad urges...

I'm just going to say it, because I wont say it anywhere else. This may not apply to this forum but I guess I don't care. I've been cutting myself since I was 12, I'm 17 now. I told an adult for the...