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Here's an unusual situation.  My wife still has a password on her phone account.  Not the password on her voicemail.  She has a password on her Verizon Account, so I cannot login and view her past...

Its been awhile since I've written here.  I think I'm doing better overall.  Yes I still think of my wife's affairs.  But we are both working on our marriage and our lives together and...

Every year my wife goes to visit her family in Utah.  She's gone for about 3 weeks.  And she does take the kids with her while I stay and put in some extra time at work.  Its way easier to work OT...

I just read a quote from a member here that hit the nail on the head with me; "Am I respecting myself by staying?"...WOW!  I just realized what I've been struggling over...that comment within me,...

I can't sleep because when I get into bed I think about my W lying with the OM!  And how they saw eachother at least once a week like that.  It's been over a year since D-Day and I still can't get...

So I drove to the beach with my youngest son and his friend from nextdoor in my topless Jeep.  I love doing that when the Cali weather is warm and sunny. Anyway...I'm driving to my favorite beach...

Just saying one year ago today...

We just got back from our annual trip to Utah (her family lives there).  We had a great time!!!  We actually had time to spend with each other as well as family alone time.  We played together and...

So far my W and I are coexisting pretty well together.  I say that because we are pretty much just friends right now.  Our 16th wedding anniversary is coming up on the 30th.  We'll see what...

If there's such a thing as a truce between two people struggling to gain trust between each other, then that's what my W and I are doing right now.  We were at each others throats fighting for...

My W cheated on me again!!!  With a guy she calls a F Buddy!  She's seen him a total of 5 times and to me that's 5 times too many.  She says it's all just sex.  When we have sex it's comprised...

Just wondering why my W and I get on each other so much.  I think we're hiding the anger we have toward what we've both done to each other and it's coming out in all these little things.  She got...

Its been awhile since I've written here.  I think I'm doing better overall.  Yes I still think of my wife's affairs.  But we are both working on our marriage and our lives together and...

Every year my wife goes to visit her family in Utah.  She's gone for about 3 weeks.  And she does take the kids with her while I stay and put in some extra time at work.  Its way easier to work OT...

I just read a quote from a member here that hit the nail on the head with me; "Am I respecting myself by staying?"...WOW!  I just realized what I've been struggling over...that comment within me,...