Its been awhile since I wrote in here...

Its been awhile since I've written here.  I think I'm doing better overall.  Yes I still think of my wife's affairs.  But we are both working on our marriage and our lives together and individually.  I hope that we continue to learn about each other and ourselves.  And that we respect each others feelings, friendship, and our love for one another.  Anything less is now not acceptable between my partner.  And I will make sure to move forward with us rather than move backward.
My wife just wrote her bucket list today.  It was full of places she wants to travel to.  She said she would love to spend the rest of her life with me checking off her bucket list.  I hope that becomes true.  I just hope we can afford all the places on her list.