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- One moment at a time when you first start down the road to being free....The canyons are on both sides of the road and are so close to where you are going....My daddy told me when I started driving "Look down the road not directly in right in front...
- The pastor of our church taught on this passage Ephesians 2:1 today For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works,which God prepared in advance for us to do. Basically the sermon was about us being the hands, the eyes,...
- Man oh Man how we have visions of "not going to do that today" (like I did last time) This time when I get up or at least even I am out of here...Ok I am going to play it down to just a hundred dollars...Oh crap need some more money from atm...Heck...
- This is kind of weird but if I had a choice I am glad I am a gambling addict. I know it is weird but there is so much to life that I have to make questionalble decisions about, well one I no longer have to even consider is gambling...I can't do it,...
- My steps in recovering from my addiction....I need to gamble,I know I shouldn't,I am going to quit,I am quiting,I quit,I know I can't do it but I still want to,I feel good to have quit,My world in not my addiction and it is beautiful again...One of...
- First test of my no more gambling resolve...My wife and her sister was out of town overnight to visit a sick friend. Went to eat dinner last night and breakfast this morning and drove past the casino. This morning I saw a friend's vehicle parked out...
- Where we live casino's are in every town and city. I remember very clearly driving by a casino just a mile or two from our home and feeling the urge or compulsion to stop and gamble. It feels so good to drive by now and instead of wanting to go in...
- My wife and I went to see my Son and Daughter in Love this weekend in the Houston area. We flew into Hobby and rented a car. The young man who was driving the rental car shuttle was real friendly and we got to talking to him and asked him how the...
- The church I go to is a group of people that is the most loving non judgemental people that I have ever known...Once in a while I get a chance to share on Wednesday night, think I might explain what being an addict is. I know there are several...
- Read this and it spoke to me....to limit the times of shadow and embrace the times of light... We can't control unforeseen things in our life but we can with God's help control how long we stay in the shadows and we can always seek the light no...
- Ok I have a gambling problem I am a gambling addict...Does that make me a bad person, nope the act of gambling is what is bad for me. I have a disease that was self generated by no one but myself. No one made me go to the casino, I chose to do it...
- One thing I have learned in life in trying to better myself is that we kind of need to learn from our successes and failures. Add tools to your life that helps you live a life that makes you feel good about yourself....One thing that is simple in my...
- One of the several drug rehabs we sent our son to a counselor said something that helped me cope with his drug addiction. She said "Recreational drug users use drugs to get high, drug addicts use drugs to feel normal". Now that I am dealing with an...
- Copied from my Journal Hey it isn't a problem...go to the casino once or twice a month and spend thirty or forty dollars..and it is just fun..but when is is two or three times a week and spending four or five hundred dollars at a time....Yep...