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Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 07/27/2017

Stanley commented on the discussion Please be advised that SH posts about specifics....
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Posted: 06/21/2017

Stanley became friends with pornhelpdotorg.
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Posted: 06/21/2017

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Sex / Pornography Addiction

I want my SO to believe me

Posted by: Stanley

Last Reply: Loc1begood 06/25/2017

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My SO knows i watch porn and worries it might cause me to love her less. My SO also watches porn but not to the same extent. My SO worries i will find soneone else on the internet, that porn makes me dissatisfied, that there is an allure to the internet stranger akin to porn. I've done it before. Cybercheated on an ex. How do i know it won't happen again? I want to quit. I don't feel capable of it. Not a single day goes by that I don't look at and masturbate to porn.
What kind of support

Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 06/15/2017

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I've spied on my girlfriends undressing. I've cheated on girlfriends. I have sexted and cybersexed but I've only ever had one real healthy sexual relationship. I feel damaged. I used to think that I was asexual because I only wanted to masturbate to porn. Then I thought I was a sex addict. I would obsess over getting someone to be sexual with me in any way. But I never did anything because it was easier to just jerk off at home. I feel ugly and unlovable. I feel alone. I wonder what I'm doing...
Self-Injury

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Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 06/13/2017

Stanley commented on the discussion Years cutting- free suddenly feel the urge.
Birth of Internet

Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 06/13/2017

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When I went away to college, a whole world of porn opened up for me. I wasn't dating any real, live girls. Not that I wasn't interested. It just wasn't happening for me. But here I was out on my own, no parental supervision and my own computer. Now, back in the day you couldn't go on the internet without seeing porn. It hadn't been regulated yet. I must have downloaded viruses onto 6 or 7 computers. But even then I didn't think I had a problem. I remember, years later, I was living with my...
Sex / Pornography Addiction

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Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 06/13/2017

Stanley commented on the discussion Feel miserable.
Sex / Pornography Addiction

Feel miserable

Posted by: Stanley

Last Reply: Stanley 06/13/2017

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I have already cum to porn 4x today. I had a drivers test and I failed it. I thibk of that Peaches song that goes "fuck the pain away" and I totally want to do that. I don't like real people and real people don't like me so I'm stuck with porn. I feel worse now than ever.
The beginning

Posted by: Stanley

Posted: 06/13/2017

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I started masturbating when I was 13. I would watch blocked channels on cable and parse out breasts through the static. Then my neighbor invited me over and showed me his dad's stache of porn magazines. I would go over this neighbor's house and steal some or when they were out of the house I would break in and look at the porn. I discovered that my brother also had porn in a locked box that I could pick. One day I became so guilty about the ease of access to my brother's porn that I took it and...
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Posted: 06/12/2017

Stanley became friends with KnightsGuardian.
New Friend

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Posted: 06/12/2017

Stanley became friends with KnightsGuardian.
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Posted: 06/12/2017

Stanley became friends with Zoe.
New Friend

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Posted: 06/12/2017

Stanley became friends with Zoe.
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Posted: 06/12/2017

Stanley became friends with extraterrestrialone.

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