The beginning

I started masturbating when I was 13. I would watch blocked channels on cable and parse out breasts through the static. Then my neighbor invited me over and showed me his dad's stache of porn magazines. I would go over this neighbor's house and steal some or when they were out of the house I would break in and look at the porn. I discovered that my brother also had porn in a locked box that I could pick. One day I became so guilty about the ease of access to my brother's porn that I took it and burned it in the back yard. This was all before the internet so I felt I had to destroy access and keep myself from going over the neighbor's. But this only lasted so long.