Moirne
Status: Fighting myself.
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I can already play the first page! Haha, but then the hard parts start.In the end, it's supposed to sound like this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVqNvgWXlfYWell, damn, my mother can play it, so so...
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Portrait of an ENFP Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving(Extraverted Intuition with Introverted Feeling)As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in...
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Finally, finally, I can live again. The past month was just one big haze of Big Things. I broke up with my boyfriend that I was living together with, and I feel so much more free now. I found a new...
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blue shadow, smoke or misthangs like a hand uponthe fields. it grasps emptily,pushes dew into grass asfingers that make earth lose ground. there is nothing to grasp, understandabout rain that falls...
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i lay i lay in bed and ienjoy the stillnessof things.shadows are vastbut dont move; there maybe a world outside of this room but certain is this not. not an inchof my body can moveand my heart...
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Saw my shrink again today. Like I already thought he said I'm probably no longer depressed. But that I'm just giving up on myself now. Even though I have the energy, I don't feel particularly urged...
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Short update. I guess I'm a bit more emotionally stable since my last posts. Point of concern is that I'm starting to show characteristics of apathy instead. I don't care much for my sleeping pattern...
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I'm caught in this cycle rotating between anger and sadness, passing frustration and hopelessness in the process. It reminds me I will never get used to this. Even the slightest improvement in my...
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My emotions are like a tidal wave at the moment. They're going up and down right under my skin, sometimes so close to the surface that I could just break down and cry. It's somehow cruel that I'm...
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Hmm. Let me see, what happened since my last post. My grandfather passed away. My parents got a new car. Student advisor gave me the go-ahead to start looking for an internship. I had a new spasm (my...
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I'll try to keep it brief? After I went to the studygroup on tuesday, I was having dinner with my friends at my place in the evening. By then my cramps were getting more inventive, my arm sometimes...
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Tuesday my psych told me he thought I should double my dose of antidepressants. Wednesday morning I started the double dose. That night I barely slept. I was nauseous. This didn't surprise me,...
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So. You know those spray cans with fake snow you can buy to molest the corners of your windows and play white christmas make-belief? Yeah. I won't be needing those this year. Oh, it's a white...
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Short update!First of all I want to thank everyone for their support and messages! They help me a lot and I feel bad for not always being able to return this attention. The talk with my committee...
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So after my last post I had this miraculous recovery where for a couple of days I felt like myself again. Of course not at full throttle yet, but at least it felt again like my actions were stemming...
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