Moirne

2 blocks finished in 2 years. Out of 10, mind you. Sigh. 

I can already play the first page! Haha, but then the hard parts start.In the end, it's supposed to sound like this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVqNvgWXlfYWell, damn, my mother can play it, so so...

Portrait of an ENFP Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving(Extraverted Intuition with Introverted Feeling)As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in...

Finally, finally, I can live again. The past month was just one big haze of Big Things. I broke up with my boyfriend that I was living together with, and I feel so much more free now. I found a new...

 Choo-Choo Chumps. 

PostponingNovember 29, 2011I cannot bring myself to go to sleep.Not that I am not tired. But going to sleep now would mean having to wake up in the morning and having to go through all them things...

SplitNovember 18, 2011I am split between dimensions again. Once the depression starts creeping in I seek solace in the online me that can still do all sorts of things. Digitally I am travelling...

blue shadow, smoke or misthangs like a hand uponthe fields. it grasps emptily,pushes dew into grass asfingers that make earth lose ground. there is nothing to grasp, understandabout rain that falls...

 i lay i lay in bed and ienjoy the stillnessof things.shadows are vastbut dont move; there maybe a world outside of this room but certain is this not. not an inchof my body can moveand my heart...

Saw my shrink again today. Like I already thought he said I'm probably no longer depressed. But that I'm just giving up on myself now. Even though I have the energy, I don't feel particularly urged...

Short update. I guess I'm a bit more emotionally stable since my last posts. Point of concern is that I'm starting to show characteristics of apathy instead. I don't care much for my sleeping pattern...

I'm caught in this cycle rotating between anger and sadness, passing frustration and hopelessness in the process. It reminds me I will never get used to this. Even the slightest improvement in my...

My emotions are like a tidal wave at the moment. They're going up and down right under my skin, sometimes so close to the surface that I could just break down and cry. It's somehow cruel that I'm...

Hmm. Let me see, what happened since my last post. My grandfather passed away. My parents got a new car. Student advisor gave me the go-ahead to start looking for an internship. I had a new spasm (my...

I'll try to keep it brief? After I went to the studygroup on tuesday, I was having dinner with my friends at my place in the evening. By then my cramps were getting more inventive, my arm sometimes...