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Status: I was going to see friends today and cancelled because I am so down.

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Overwhelming

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I am so tired of taking all your nice peoples time. Please, please give me ideas of what I can do to keep busy. I need these feelings of suicide to end, please, anything
so scared

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I came dwon with another cold today and im scared. i didnt take any medicine for it, secretly hoping it will get worse. I am so lost i cant stand it. I am so sorry i keep posting negative thin gs, and i am not able to help anyone else. you are all...
goodbye my friends

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I am getting my things in order and planning to leave. I cannot do this anymore, no one helps me, no one gives a shit, i am leaving. I know people will be upset, my niece my friends, but its my life and i want it over. Period.Sick of trying sick of...
scared

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I am afraid. I miss my Mom so much, and i recently hurt my back. The first thing I thought of was, i hope this is serious so I will die soon. I hate thinking that way. I uesed to tell my therapist these things and she never caught on that I was...
therapy

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Going to stop therapy for awhile, not helping and just costs money.I just give up. i am so lost
Safe

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Just wanted to let my friends know I am still here, and trying hard. Thank u for all your messages and hugs
Goodbye

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I am signing off for awhile. Mt life is a mess, and you are all good people trying to help. Cant help anyone else, I am just negative. My life is falling apart and I hope and pray for an aciident or a heart attack or something to let me go. Just...
work

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Dont think my interview went well. I am tired of trying and tiredd of all of this. Half of me just want to pack up and live somewhere secluded. Just go away. away from everyone and everything. I am actually looking inot real estate far away, in the...
pills

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Took 3 of my pills last night, tried to take the rest of the bottle but i couldnt do it.
Trying

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Have an interview tomorrow. Though of cancelling but I am going to go. Have a cold and I think thats why I am so down.
Mom

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I just went into my Moms room and cried for her to come. I dont know why she isnt with me. maybe shes mad at me. I used to feel her prescnence and i dont anymore. I am scared she is not with me anymore. I used to feel her in the morning when I wake...
I'm sorry

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I am sorry for sounding like a broken record, but I dont think I can go on. Have therapy tomorrow and considering stopping becasue it does not help, and i cant afford it anmore. I lay here trying to get the courage to just end it. I sleep all day...
waiting

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Im waiting for everyone in the house to leave to call a hotline.I dont want to be on the phone with people home. its to that point. I dont feel safe, cant go to the hospital cause i have no insurance. but i dont think id go anyway. I wanted to thank...
done

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i think i am ready to go. I just lay in bed praying for a heart attack.i am not going to call the therapist or anyone. I just want this to go away.
praying

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I found myself praying to Mom today that she would just take me home. I dont know what to do anymore. Its hard to seel yourself for a job when you hate yourself so much. Maybe Im bipolar becasue i go through ups and downs quickly. I jsut donr know...

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