i care and i dont even know you. please dont hurt urself in anyway. it really can get better i know it doesnt feel like it now but it will get better.life is shit i agree but we just have to try get on with it how ever hard "just gettting on with it" is. hugs.

stay and chat to us yeh...

really the only one who needs to care is you. I hope you can find the strength to keep fighting. just hang around here with us till you can remember some good reasons to stay, there are always good reasons to stay. or call a hot line or call 911. sending strength for you

Please don't give up and don't hurt yourself. Pain and grief and depression make us think like this, not reality. Your mother would not want you to suffer like this. She would want you to remember happy times, have more happy times, and know that she is always with you, even if she is not "here."

We care about you, and God cares about you. Sometimes God is closest to us when He seems farthest away. We are just so overwhelmed by our own desperation that we do not recognize Him.

We get worn down from the struggle and it is hard to get to where we need to be - reaching out here and sharing helps - You have made it through a lot of difficult moments and have made it this far - with each step you are moving forward - share all of your pain and let us care for you and help you get through it.

I CARE and am here for you.

((hugs)) Patricia

Your Mom and God both wanted you to have a life to live it, not to end it. There are plenty of people who care about you here if nowhere else (and I'm sure there are plenty elsewhere, too! - why would your niece and friends be upset if they didn't care?) I understand the pain you're going through, I think we all do here. How about sticking around for a little longer and really open up, and allow us to care about you? Hugs and prayers to you!

Speaking as a parent (I'm a dad to two wonderful kids) I expect they will miss me when I am gone. I'm not expecting that to be any time soon though.

I do believe in an after life; and when I do see them up there, I hope they have YEARS AND YEARS Of things to tell me about!

Please, think this through. It can get better. Perhaps if you vented about why you don't see things getting better it will help?

And if I may ask, what are you praying for?

I am praying for anend to this feeling of being useless, always afraid that people are angry with me, afraid of being alone

I care about you too. When you are in a depressive state, you don't think clearly. It can really suck the life out of you. Please don't give up. Go to a grieve support group, that might help you move through your own grief. Vent, cry, get angry, scream if you need to, but please don't hurt yourself.

A part of me always feels like a complete waste of space, a horrible person, and unworthy of anyone's love (or even like, for that matter). When I have bad days that voice is the loudest one in my head. But I also know that that voice is lying to me, and that nobody is as bad as that. Similarly, you're NOT useless and whether people are angry with you or not isn't something you can control, it's on them. Also, being alone is really a state of mind not a state of being. It takes a while to stop listening to the self-hating voice and listen (and believe) the self-loving voice. Please have patience to find and listen to the self-loving voice, it will happen if you work at it. And you do have to work at it!

Im trying, thank you all for your support

just wanting u to klnow im still here and still car ehow ur doing. keep strong.x

thank u i am here, making dinner, then probably going to go to bed early

comfort food and a good sleep, sounds like a plan! give us a "Hey!" in the morning Tray
:)

Please don't hurt yourself. I care about you alot & I would miss you lots. get help... if your meds not working talk to your doctor. stay with us please.

You are a good person that has been through a lot and no one needs to be angry with you. Keep reaching out and sharing for we all care about you very much.

((hugs)) Patricia