im very glad u couldnt take more! could u try seek help from a professional. is there anyone u can tell them abou these feelings? x

I see a therapist, but i dont tell her, cause i dont want to go to the hospital. therapy really doesnt help me anymore

I dont want to die, i just want to feel better and i feel like its my only way out

please talk to your therapist. they wont lock u away for it. continue to talk to us here too. i know how u feel, ive overdosed alot of time. maybe ur in need of new meds or something?x

Yeah, suicide is NOT as easy as some people think.

So - the old question needs to be asked, have you told your doc how you are feeling? That is where you are going to get the help you need. You don't have to suffer. Just call the doc and get your treatment plan adjusted.

This is my therapy coming here and being with everyone. You are loved here and you are finding a better life from reaching out and working on your issues. We have to do what works for us. Be gentle with yourself you have really been working hard and have come a LONG way. ((hugs)) Patricia

I know you have been struggling for quite a while and my heart goes out to you. Please know you can message me anytime you are feeling like this. Could you tell us more of what the issues are that are causing you distress at this time? It would help us help you. I agree with Patricia that you have been really trying hard to get ahead and I am inspired by your example. I sure hope this will be a better day for you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

I got a call from my tax guy. i owe 6 thousand dollars because i took a lot of money out of an IRA to get mny car and to have a cushiono in case i lost my job, which i did. i can pay them a certain amount a month but I am overwhelmed. I try to think, I will be working again and I will get bck on track, but it doesnt help. my brother does nothing to help me. i am going to tell him unless he helps, once i get a job, i am leaving and getting my own place. i cant take it anymore. everything costs too much, how do they expect people to live, its not fair.so why be here anymore

If there were a way to qualify for disability for the mental stress and it could be shown you were disabled at the time you withdrew funds from the IRA you could perhaps get a waver on any penalties. Just a thought. If your bother is not helpful why are you the one that has to leave? Gentle ((hugs)) Patricia

I am sorry to hear about your financial problems. As the economy has worsened I hear a lot of that. I know it sounds impossible but you can find meaning in life even with huge bills, I have some of those. I have heard it said that happiness is an inside job. That means our being happy doesn't have to depend on what is going on in our circumstances. Please don't give up now. I had times of happiness even when I was homeless (plenty of misery too when I drank to ease the pain) and I know it can be done. Seek out positive people and do your best to encourage yourself as well. You can rise above this as you have other things. I believe in you!

I am really glad you didn't take those pills. I did it and it was no fun! I just ended up in the ER, and then getting Baker acted into the crzy house for a week. The food is terrible! (i hope that made you laugh)

Please know, I have been there and know where your coming from.

I am here for you anytime you want to talk. You have already answered my messages and helped me. So see...we help each other here. I need you to help me!
Big hugs,