Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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trayanne76 04/07/2011

I am afraid. I miss my Mom so much, and i recently hurt my back. The first thing I thought of was, i hope this is serious so I will die soon. I hate thinking that way. I uesed to tell my therapist these things and she never caught on that I was suicidal, thats why I dont go anymore. Maybe I should just try a weekend group or something, like at a church . I am so tempted to walk into my church and just scream HELP ME!!

deleted_user 04/07/2011

It sounds like your therapist either wasn't listening or is completely dense. I saw your update and it looks like you're going through hell right now and I'm sorry :( We're here for you though.

1Patriciann 04/07/2011

Yes, I would try to find perhaps a 'grief' support group at a local church. I went to one after my husband died and it was a comfort.

((hugs)) Patricia

WallyBear 04/07/2011

I'm so sorry for your loss.
I was able to find help at a nearby church when I was lost and a danger to myself.
Pastor Phil saved my life......Please don't give up.

Diane

heretic 04/08/2011

You could scream for help in your church - or you could be open and honest with a therapist instead of just hinting at it and hoping they will catch on. Or you could just continue being open with the people here and get what support is offered on DS. If you choose to opt for the weekend group you mentioned, I want to caution you not to expect them to "catch on" to what you really are feeling - be open about it if you really want help. Good Luck

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