Three Months Today It seemed Like Yesterday

Oh my sweet sweet son, how could it be 3 months already, since it just seemed like last night.  You have no idea what we have to go through and I am so glad you can't know.  I ask Jesus to tell you I love you.  I hope He did.  We are all still here trying to work through our missing you.  The boys will all be over for Easter and great=grandma is so happy that baby Emma is going to be able to be here, since they moved to CA.  So our Easter Egg Hunt will be a good time.  Not as many as last year but we will enjoy watching them hunt and the looks on their faces.  The excitment of finding an egg is so presious on their little faces and some of the Big faces, you know how your brothers are.  Hopefully this year Jessica won't forget to boil the eggs.
I was reading in the Bible where Jesus said he was going to build mansions in Heaven for us, I think you got a BIG one.  I hope your enjoying all your new friends there.  I have met so many mom's on this group and we know you all are having a great time.  We all wish each of you were still here and we have no answers why you left us so early, so we are just striving to survive.
Wow, some of the things we did with my sorrow I had forgotten.  Remember the year at Christmas you guys came and we were able to go to the railroad and get on the trains and all of you got to sit in the conductor seat.  I ran across those pictures yesterday.  We all looked so happy.  And Woody sitting there on that big train was so little and today so so big.  That was such a happy day wasn't it.
Then there was the day in Orlando, where you and I are in that great big wheel some where we ate.  Boy did we have some good times.
Well, baby mom better go.  I love you, but will never let you go.  Your in my heart my mind my being.  So while your waiting on our time to reunite just keep on having the blast of your life cause you so deserve it.  We miss you, we love you,and we are looking forward to meet again.
Your mom
P.S. Oh by the way I am still obsessed with my tummy and want the tummy tuck just don't know if I want the pain to do it.  I know you told me to get over it, but well I still am obsessed.  Love you so much.