Polly and James

Thank you to all who are praying for them.  James has a disease CCA it is in the brain and the anyloids (spelling) are causing his blood vessels to rupture and now they are attacking his organs and there is not treatment for it.  The doctors say he should already be dead, but God isn't finished with him yet  The longer he lives the worse it will get going into dementia and on and on till he dies, he is also going blind.  He worked for years at GM but had to take early retirement due to all of it.  He is 52.
Polly is younger than him and she fell while they were at Johns Hopkins for testing for James.  They did nothing to help her no x-ray, was really rude, which I hate that part cause that is my family background (Johns Hopkins).  Anyway sent her home.  She did not get better so they ended up at Vanderbilt in Nashville, Tn.  There they have discovered she has cancer that is too advanced for treatment.  And she is also going blind.  
They have two lovely daughters and 2 grandchildren so they really need prayers.  I have a hard time praying right now so I guess I am sorta depending on others for prayers.
Our family has been really hit hard and it don't seem like it is not slowing down, our faith well mine is really being tested.  Too lose my child my son and is too much already but it is not in my hands.  My faith is strong but since I really felt God would heal my son till the last heat beat I just don't know what to ask for anymore
So thank to all of you who take a moment for my family.
Sandi