bear22
Status: Starting fresh again - New start on 23 Feb 2016.
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- Well, today I had a relapse after being 3 days gamble free. I'm not going to dwell over it and have updated my goal accordingly. What I did want to share is after losing my ATM limit today and came back home for some lunch with the intention of...
- Hi all,I'm back after quite a long time. I joined the site back in 2010. Fast track 6 years and I have still not fully kicked this nasty gambling habit. I can't believe its been 6 years and I am still in this vicious circle. How does one accept...
- I finally got over that transition period of getting back on the road to recovery. Today I am 21 days gamble free with a clear mind where I am able to focus on my recovery. Sometimes the smallest thing can kick start you. For me it was this "10...
- I'm not even going to vent or get into my gambling bindge. I know that I went back to try and win back some of my losses and we all know what that normally leads too! I didn't even feel like gambling was just in hope land!Anyway, back to the...
- Well, today I received my renewal credit card in the mail. I wasn't expecting it and guess what happened? Stupid me took a lot of cash out and gambled it like I have done many, many times before. I know from previous experiences that not having...
- Hello everyone, I've been gone for a while but am back now. It's quite interesting looking back on my journals and reflecting on the past. It's been almost 2 years since I first joined the site. What a reality check!Anyway, although I'm yet to...
- I've been away from DS for a few months now and have just looked back on my profile to find out when I first joined, which was 19 Jan 2010. This is 3 years ago! So have I completely stopped gambling? Unfortunately the answer is NO however, I have...
- Oh well. I can't change what happen so I guess I must to learn from it and move on as hard as that is!!
- Hello everyone,Am not going to dwell over my relapse again as it will just be a waste of time. I've gone through a bit of a binge over the last 3 months and I know why - access to cash through my credit card!So am going to start fresh again and...
- Have been gambling on and off for 20 years and over this time have stopped on and off. In the last few years I have binged gambled which I think is just as bad as gambling every day.Mt last attempt I stopped for about 2 months and just now had a...
- Hi all - some of you may have seen this before but I thought I would post it for those who haven't. It's something I ready every morning to keep me focused, motivated and get me through the day. It's really important to take the time and digest...
- I haven't been on his site for almost 2 years. Over this time, I have gambled on and off but definitely not as regularly as I use to. I've reduced my debt and have achieved some goals but it's still a massive problem so I guess I must learn from...
- Hi everyone,I've been missing in action for the last 3 months since my relapse back in September 2010.I want to share my 2010 story in the hope it helps others.1) Stopped gambling back in Jan 102) Gamble free for almost 9 monts3) Relapsed and...
- I've been gamble free for over three months now and overall doing really well. The urges are less , my debt is reducing somewhat and I'm having plently of ups, downs and in betweens.The reason for my post is that I just released that when I pay my...
- Ok, I've been gamble free for almost 3 months now. I tend not to share my deepest secrets with my family and friends in particular when it comes to my gambling problem. So my question to everyone:Do you think its a bad thing that I have not...