Missinglisa

We flew home to day after several hours delay.  But we are home safely.I had a lot of time to think.  I thought about all the sisters celebrating the life of a precious lady.  Although I never met...

This is going to be a short blog as I am in Tofino (by the ocean).  Yesterday morning we went out to buy wine.  I found a bottle of white called "Painted Turtle".  I told my friend Barbara (my...

It is a lovely sunny white Monday here in Calgary.  The green is a way off yet.I woke up unusually positive - perhaps because I have started to do yoga and meditate.  The meditation is hard - I...

I have been having a difficult couple of weeks.  I can't stop crying.  I have been able to keep it together while out with friends but as soon as I am home, all I want to do is cry.  Another...

Another short note!  We spent the weekend with our son and went out for breakfast with Andrew, his wife and her parents.  It was fun - something to smile about!I hope everyone had a good weekend...

My green smiley is the wonderful women on this site.  My last post was late last evening.  I was having a pity party by myself.  Being able to say what I was feeling to people who understood...

It has been an emotional day.  It started with an urban walk.  It was chilly but the sun came out and it was quite lovely along the river and in the bird sanctuary.  We stopped to view a...

Another Green Smiley Monday! On this cold winter morning (-28 C) the sun is shining and I am warm and cozy inside.  I don't need to go outside so I can stay warm.It has been a strange week.  My...

Another green smiley Monday.  I am not feeling very smiley today but I am thankful for some things.1.  I am getting back to exercise (again).  I have walked or gone snowshoeing every day this past...

Today is our 43rd anniversary.  I find it so hard believe because I don't feel like I have been married for 43 years.We are in Banff.  We went snowshoeing this afternoon and are going out for a...

Sometimes people just can't get a break.  My son is a writer waiting on an agent.  His manager is trying to get a well known one. Unfortunately, he has a habit of cancelling meetings.  Andrew has...

Monday again!  As a retired person, it is mostly just another day. Mostly because I like the Green Smiley.  It reminds me to reflect - look at the positives, and I am getting a bit more...

I had a dream of Lisa for the first time last night.  It was a good dream except her asthma was giving her a bit of grief.  It was just nice to see her and talk to her.  It was sort of a dream in...

I was wondering what to smile about.  I then talked to my son and realized that, although my family (the ones I care most about) is small, we are very close - emotionally if not geographically.  In...

I sort of forgot about Green Smiley Monday yesterday.  It was actually a good day overall - until I went to bed.  Then I began to think of Lisa and started to cry - and cry.  I was up until 1:30...