kailajo318
Status: I'm such a terrible person..
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- So I finally have been able to move into my dad's house (my parents are getting a divorce) and even though my mom knew that I was doing this, she flipped out on me yesterday when I was packing up my things. She got very angry and upset and started...
- So I've been getting very frustrated with myself over this and everyone I talk to says it's probably dyslexia (especially since my dad has it) but it's never been bad enough to be diagnosed because I've been able to read "fine." At work I constantly...
- Well I broke down again. I was good for close to a month I think. But I cut again yesterday. I had a terrible week so I couldn't handle it. I couldn't stop crying until after I cut... So even though I know it's bad, it helped me.
- I haven't cut for like 2 weeks or maybe slightly longer since i'm trying to stop. I want to cut though even though I'm not dealing with anything that typically triggers it. I just feel like I need to. I know I need to stop though and the guy I like...
- So I like this guy that I work with and with yesterday being valentines day and the day before he had a bad day so I gave him chocolate and tea and left him a letter and in it I joked about valentines day and he kind of accepted me as his valentine....
- I just feel really down today. I woke up this morning crying because I had a dream that the people I care about died and I've just been feeling like crap since.. And no one has texted me today so for some reason I feel like they are mad at me or...
- Today has been rough. I keep spacing out again. I just sat for two hours not realizing that it had even been that long. Time just kind of passed.. I get this way when dissociating gets really bad. I just can't focus on anything and feels like my...
- So I'm trying to start a diet and exercising more so I can lose some weight in a healthy way, but I finish the healthy meals that I planned out and I'm still hungry. Does anyone have suggestions on how to either make meals that won't leave me hungry...
- So today at school I was waiting for coffee and I had a cup in my hand that had Olaf from Frozen on it from earlier in the morning. These guys started talking to me about it and offered for me to go sit with them. I ended up dropping my food,...
- So I started seeing the psychiatrist like 2 months ago. She started me on Zoloft and Trazodone. The Trazodone has been working to help me sleep a little better which is good, but the Zoloft doesn't seem to really be doing anything. I told her in out...
- So I have struggled with this continually for over a year now, but it gets especially bad when my mood takes a turn for the worse or I'm very anxious, but I didn't know where to post this, so I'm making it a note. I keep getting a feeling that I'm...
- So when I was little, I witnessed some huge physical and verbal fights between family and family friends. I struggle deeply whenever there is yelling or fighting to gain control of myself. If I hear yelling from anyone I imagine it turning violent...
- So I have been fighting with an old friend because she's jealous that I have a new friend. She decides to start posting everything on social media calling me stuff like a "bitch" saying that "I'm fake" and "immature" and she is saying it's all my...
- This guy and I have been dating on and off since we were 13 (we're 19 now) and right now he's on a mission trip with his church. He doesn't have a phone or anything, so he can email me once a week and he can write letters. I miss him so much that it...
- I have been pretty good about distracting myself and trying not to cut lately, but tonight I couldn't handle it. I cut again and I feel like I'm weak. I let myself down and ruined the progress I made. I feel like no one cares though. Oh well. I just...