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  Does Time Really Heal All?

  Posted by: amschi

  Last Reply: MalaysiaMaysMommy 09/13/2018

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  Its been a little over 18 months since my daughter (Scarlett) was still born 8 days before my due date and it still kills me inside. My boyfriend,her father, just refers to her death as that bad thing that happened in February. He has never had an actual conversation about Scarlett. I know it was hard on him too but I feel like I have had to face everything alone. When I try to talk to him, he changes the subject. I refuse to pretend like Scarlett never happened. I’m starting to actually...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: amschi

  Posted: 01/14/2018

  amschi commented on the discussion Stillborn daughter.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/13/2018

  amschi commented on the discussion Hanging In There.

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  Hanging In There

  Posted by: amschi

  Last Reply: amschi 01/13/2018

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  Today makes it 3 months since Scarlett was born sleeping. Everyone keeps telling me to do things in my own time and that time heals everything. For the most part, I'm hanging in there. But then I see people with their little ones and it's like a kick straight to my heart. Almost an actual physical pain. I decided to open this box that the hospital had sent home with me when I was allowed to go home. Inside I found her crib card, the gown and hat they had put her in, the blanket she was wrapped...

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  A Little Bit of Anger

  Posted by: amschi

  Last Reply: 3AHalo1 04/13/2017

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  Its been almost 2 months since my baby girl Scarlett was born sleeping. I'm still angry but I'm trying to just keep moving forward. I think the thing I'm most angry about these days is going to seem so petty to people but here goes. I'm angry because my boyfriend....the father of my baby has never seen her. He has not once looked at any pictures that were taken of her. He never held her. He hasn't seen her hand or foot prints that the hospital sent home with us. I took care of getting her...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: amschi

  Posted: 04/04/2017

  amschi commented on the discussion Stillbirth at 39+4 weeks.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/10/2017

  amschi commented on the discussion Knot in cord.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/05/2017

  amschi commented on the discussion How can I move on?.

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 02/24/2017

  amschi commented on TeamDS's journal Affirmation for February 24, 2017

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  How Could This Happen

  Posted by: amschi

  Last Reply: MissingMyAngel24 02/23/2017

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  On February 1,2017 I went to my doctors office for my routine ultrasound and stress Test. Everything looked perfect. Then on February 6, 2017 (at 37 weeks, 5 days) I went in for another ultrasound and stress Test. This time, my baby girl had no heart beat. It felt like my whole world at just stopped. On February 7 at 615pm she came into and left the world. My boyfriend and I named her Scarlett like we had planned. After she was born....they found a perfect knot tied in her umbilical cord and...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: amschi

  Posted: 02/22/2017

  amschi joined the group Stillbirth.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: amschi

  Posted: 02/22/2017

  amschi became friends with TeamDS.