Zanta

When you just get tired and can't take anymore, what do you do? Move forward and don't look back??!! How do you do that?

Same feeling different day. Feeling lonely and rather jealous of others who have that someone special in their life. I smile and pretend to be happy but I am NOT. I want love and someone to come home...

Feeling bad this morning and all last night. To make myself feel a little better I just say that I'm human and as a human we expericnce many emotions. I am human and I want love. I want to be in...

Seems like I will never find love. Then people say to not go looking for it. I'm not. I feel like I'm ready and everyone I meet is not the one for me. Where do I go from here? I don't even have...

When I am gone will anyone notice.I wonder if someone would stop and think of me.My thoughts as I shed single tear.

I sit here and I just think about all the shit I am going through. Then I think of all the shit I been through. I know it can be worst, but when does it end. 

Do yall know how much I hurt. I have so much pain inside of me. My estranged husband say everything is on me. I know he is a a liar. He believe I am the reason he smoked crack, drinks, and have...

I am tired of this cycle. Every month it is the same things. Bills are never paid on time and living paycheck to paycheck. Just give me my support money and stop making excuses! Take your ass to...

It is only one person who I can not stand be to around my estranged husband! UGH! Just being around his crazy ass makes me sick. He is a immature sex crazy bastard. I hate the man he has become and...

Sitting here watching television. I am sure some of you heard about the television show, "Who the (Bleep) Did I Marry". These women married men who they loved and thought they knew. Shortly after...

Words hurt! Sure we say we forgive someone, but it does not leave our memory. It consciously or unconsciously affects our relationship with that person. I just feel really fucked up right now wish I...

I feel like fuck it and fuck everyone. I really want to say fuck you to my estranged husband. The crack head mother fucker aint good for shit. You are a rapist and I believe you can be a molester. I...

Everyday is another struggle. My medicine don't work. I get panicky when I am around my husband and we are around other people. I just feel in my soul that he is going to do something he has no...

I guess I am suppose to be on call for motherfuckers. I have needs. But since I got married my sex drive is shot to hell. I guess being forced has taken a toll on me and fucked me up for the next...

I think I have falling in love again, but I am afraid. I don't trust people with my heart. I should just become a player.