Zanta

On Monday I took a big step and I got a restraining order on my husband. It hurt so bad to do it. I felt very sorry for him. After I did it, I wished I could take it back. Then I had to remind myself...

I am proud to say that I did not let my husband's mood control mines. I am in charge of my emotions not him. I hope tomorrow is great.

I was able to resist letting my husbane control me. I had total control over my feelings.

I am not myself! I look at myself in the mirror, and I see a person who is tired. I feel hurt, abandon (by God), lost, like a failure  confused, and many other feelings. I ask myself why am I in...

Lord I beg you to take people out of my life who do not belong there. I believe one of these persons to be my husband. He tried to use his ways to get over on people. He thinks he knows the bible,...

Why is he so fucking mean to me. He got mad because I told him to let me volunteer to give him sex instead of him always asking me. be patient! He got mad and is acting like a fucking child saying...