Alone

Feeling bad this morning and all last night. To make myself feel a little better I just say that I'm human and as a human we expericnce many emotions. I am human and I want love. I want to be in healthy relationship. People always try to say " Stop looking for live and let it come to you" "Focus on yourself" and all kinds of other things to try to make you feel better about being lonely. Since my divorce I have been struggling with issues. I haven't gotten in a relationship. I have a few friends but nothing serious. Its like something is wrong with me. Maybe I am too fat or maybe I am too ugly. I don't know what it is.  I try my hardest to move on with my life and not to focus on me being single. But I want someone. I get depressed. I think maybe that no one is for me. I'm not really a religious person so I hate the saying that GOD will send me someone. My nights are extremely lonely and I have no friends. I'm stuck working at a job I dislike. I can't find another job. Most of all I have no friends. Where do I go from here. Do I continue to walk around pretending to be happy and taking it one day at at time. I just want to be happy. I am tired.
 
What can I do to fight this loneliness?