Bree44

The title says it all. I've been incredibly foolish for months and now it's coming back to bite me.The truth is I can't even explain why I've been such an idiot. I've been neglecting my health,...

After four years of unemployment I finally got a job about a month ago. I had high hopes for it, but so far it's been a disaster! The store is completely unorganized, the management is clueless, the...

The other day I was in my car listening to the radio in bumper to bumper traffic. A song came on that I'd never heard before and between grumbling about other drivers I caught some of the words. Now,...

I haven't really left my bed in two days. Besides getting up to get something to eat or to use the bathroom I've been hiding under my covers. I'm not sick, although allergies sometimes make me feel...

I remember when I was little I couldn't wait to grow up. I had the idea that once I was older things would be so much easier. I would have the freedom to do what ever I wanted, when ever I wanted....

Although I'm still taking a break from DS, I feel like I should write this entry.A very close friend of my sisters committed suicide two nights ago. I didn't really know him, except for what my...

I've been giving it some thought and I've decided to take a "leave of absence" from DailyStrength, at least for a little while.When I first joined this site, which wasn't that long ago, I was going...

I saw my regular doc yesterday for the first time in about 6 months and had to laugh at some of the things she said to me.  You see, she knows I'm bipolar, so she always asks about how I'm doing on...

I heard something recently, on a tv show no less, that I'm really starting to think has a lot of truth to it. It goes "Loneliness is always easier to bare when the person you're missing is lonely...

I messed up my sleeping patterns recently. It's not like they were great to begin with, but at least I was awake during the day. Well that got all fucked up two weeks ago. I started sleeping clear...

Since new year's eve my mood has been amazing. I feel very content and very relaxed. This surprises me greatly. My moods for the past couple of months have been spotty at best, usually ranging from...

Last night I had a nightmare where I was in a room with two other women, being forced to answer questions on a test that I didn't want to take. One of the women is hard to describe. I don't remember...

I woke up this morning with the strong desire to make pancakes! I could already taste them and it was so alluring that I actually got out of bed BEFORE 11AM ON MY DAY OFF to cook them. So I throw...

Goddamn I'm bored... Nothing to do on a Friday night, stupid bumblefuck town. Oh well.

Although I'm still taking a break from DS, I feel like I should write this entry.A very close friend of my sisters committed suicide two nights ago. I didn't really know him, except for what my...